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This week. I don't even know where to begin. It's made me take a deep and ugly look inside myself that's for sure. I can't believe how long I've been running on the notion that everyone's ideas and opinions have hierarchy above mine. It's still taking time, but I'm beginning to learn how to listen to that little ''soul whisper'' that lies within. I won't lie, it's been stifled for quite some time, but I truly believe we start to get to a place where we cannot afford to not listen any longer. I've been taking a lot of time out for reflection this year. Some major life issues have been resurfacing, almost to say ''we need your undivided attention now, before you can move on''. It's been incredibly painful but cathartic at the same time. I think I may be in the running for the most consecutive bubble baths.

I believe we store our memories and experience on a cellular level. Good, bad, it all travels along with us one way or another. I also believe in the process of renewal. Just as a broken tree limb will regenerate its branches, I think we are also in a constant state of ''shedding'' and ''ridding'' ourselves of those broken limbs. I believe that life/the universe/the divine, whatever you want to call it, wants the absolute best for us and will do whatever it takes to set us on that path of righteousness. ✌︎

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